User Profile

i love to read, write, RAVE and pretend i'm a rockstarr

be my friend! i'm a very accepting person.

[P]eace[L]ove[U]nity[R]espect! <3 Me.

now here's a little survey:

Age: 18
Height: 5'0"
Weight: 90 lbs
BMI: 17.6

Dress Size: US 0-1
Highest Weight: 135lbs
Lowest Weight: 88lbs
Goal Weight: 79lbs

Favorite Diet Food: negative cal fruits, green tea, and diet soda
Favorite Binge Food: sushi, pizza, cheetos, donuts, and candy [this is why i'm fat]
Favorite Exercise: not sure. jogging, weight training?
Thinspo: various

Where Do You Slip Up? usually at night or when i'm hanging out w/friends or family
When Did It Start? mia since 14, ana since 18
Does Anyone Know? most think i recovered since i'm not purging as much anymore.
Do You Want Help? no!!!!
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? anywhere from 80-500
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? a short and fat person staring back at me
Are You In A Relationship? no, i kinda want to, but idk if i can juggle a relationship right now.
Are You The Fat One Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? i'd say fat.
Are You Depressed? i have my moments
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? no
Ever Been To A Psychologist? nope

I AM -
[x] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[x] Under 100lbs
[x] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast

PEOPLE -
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic

I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[i want a 16.0 BMI] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

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